When I stand in a crowded room
I feel alone like nobody's there
And when you talk cold to me
I can see your breath in the air
It's taking it's toll on me
In the bathroom taking showers
So you don't see me cry
Baby it's such a crime

I try to feel confident
I'm bitter - You're not making sense
I missed you 'til you almost took my sanity
I started a new verse like

Poetry
you're hiding behind the words you speak
Changing the words of the story
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
I'm fighting
You're hiding behind the words you're speaking
You're changing the words,
I'm lost in the verse
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
Why are you hiding?

When I give you gratitude
You act like you don't hear me speak
When I tell you what you do to me
You don't even hear the truth
What are you trying to prove;
I stare out of the window for hours
Cause you don't listen to me
You won't even look in my eyes

I try to feel confident
I'm bitter - You're not making sense
I missed you 'til you almost took my sanity
I started a new verse like

Poetry,
you're hiding behind the words you speak
Changing the words of the story
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
I'm fighting
You're hiding behind the words you're speaking
You're changing the words,
I'm lost in the verse
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
Why are you hiding?

Don't believe what you're saying
I read your face and I'm blanking
Cause I don't know what's in front of my eyes
I try to feel confident

I try to feel confident
I'm bitter - You're not making sense
I missed you 'til you almost took my sanity

Oh.. oh.. oh..
oh...Oh.. oh..
oh.. oh...Oh..
oh.. oh.. oh...

I'm starting a new verse like

Poetry,
you're hiding behind the words you speak
Changing the words of the story
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
I'm fighting

Poetry,
you're hiding behind the words you speak
Changing the words of the story
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
I'm fighting
You're hiding behind the words you're speaking
You're changing the words,
I'm lost in the verse
You say you don't love me then say that you love me
Why are you hiding?

Today,

Apa lagi, Keje ah, nasib baik tak banyak..........been listening to My imeem.........

Ngah tangkap lentok......hari so cerah, nasib baik tak hujan, heaeaheaeaea

i feel so sleepy padahal smlm sleep siang seh, too much psp after sahur agaknya,

Now i'm playing boxing, I already completed Virtual Tennis 3.....not bad, then now game fight2

later game war pulak....Samurai something something, in between i would try to complete Need For Speed: Most wanted....hehEHEAHEH

Sambil main game, sambil tu hilang kan tension, tapi kalau kalah, darah up seh....whakakakakakaka........................today dont know buka wat, mother always cook, so no problem lah eat ape pon leh, asalkan tak lapar malam....................

K lah.....later PPL.....now nak nyanyi dulu........................

Signed out: 11.19am 16th September 2008

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Worklife



After so long.......................I came back, ................. For nearly 9 months


Banyak Benda yang berlaku...


In my previous blog.............I mentioned my PA JOb..............



Well, after 3 months there, I left, Due to some problems, Agreed by both Sides.....



So i go.........., One weeks later, I joined another company, doing the same thing before i became a PA........ I kenal my boss lama jugak seblom keje dgn dia , cause she's the business associates with My First Ex Boss, Mr Teh.



Dulu she want me to work for her, but that time i attached to T & T, so i give it to Yana, hehaehaea but now yana dragged me to join here, so i did.......alhamdullilah, kekal sampai sekarang.



I lebih tenang sekarang...................

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Gym



Now i stopped going to the gym, after one bloody incident. ....Which i will never



forget......Damn.......and now the membership is reaching its expiry date,



so lebih baik terminate sekali........ok ah, even tak pergi gym pun tak kisah lah..............



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Families



My parents Semua Sihat.............



My Adik pon dah pass Driving, Now we have 3 drivers at home, mostly she drives alot, kemarok



nak bawak kreta.....heaheahea.........Me decide already to buy a car, i always says i'm planning to



get one, but now confirm i getting one..........



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Personal Me

Love......Ada, Someone.........but i prefer not to say name............biarlah rahsia......no one know

even my mother don't know who he really is.............time changed so did I, I gain confidence, with

helps of friends... now me dah tak kekok bual ngan clients cuma kalau carik pasal tak yah ahh,

tats my speciality....i love the way i am now....Glad to be back here again..........

Will update soon.........................

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