Thursday, November 22, 2007
Dated: 22nd November 2007Apa aku mimpi tadi pagi............merepek nak mampos......... "Merepek dream I ever had”
CONVERSATION WITH PONTIANAK…………………..
I was in the kitchen, My mother masok dapur rite after dia mandi.
She told me………
Mum: dalam bilik aku ada Pontianak.
Aku: huh? …(action berani) kat mane?
Aku pon action berani nak masok bilek dia..
Sebelom aku masok….
Adik aku tat time ngah dudok kat hall….and she said..
Adik: Kak, the thing is in mum’s room, and near the book cabinet.
Aku: eh? ……
Then aku baru nak langkah, then kluar budak kecik, with long hair and white dress.
Anak pontianak kot. Aku terduduk jap pat kerusi, muka lawa, aku ingatkan pontianak mana tunjok muka….hehahehaea…..
Aku: hah! Tu dah kuar.
Si anak Pontianak dudok lah dekat aku, aku tanye dia.
Aku: Kenapa awak kat dalam bilik.?
Anak Pontianak: ………..
Aku: awak tak leh cakap ke? Mane mak awak?
Anak Pontianak: ………….Then mak dia kluar, muka pon leh tahan lah…jambu seyAku: Anak Awak tak leh cakap eh?
Pontianak: ……………….
Aku: Awak pon tak leh cakap ke?….
Pontianak; boleh lah, awak nak ape?
Aku: kenape awak kat dalam bilik? Asal tak kat luar?
Pontianak: Kita tak tahu.
Aku: Awak dudok luar lah ngan kita. Leh kita kawan kawan.
Pontianak: Boleh ke?Aku: Bolehlah…awak, awak ada baju putih je ke? Baju color
lain takder ke? Awak pakai lah baju color lain jadi kita
taktakut ngan awak.
Pontianak: Color lain? kita ada, bunga bunga pon ada, macam
macam color lagik.
Aku: Eh? Pakailah…….abis tu rambut awak ikat lah, takmo tutup
muka, jadi kita takut, awak potong ke ikat ke?, kasilah kita
tengok muka awak.
Pontianak: kene ke? Aku: kene lah…kan lawa…..kat luar kita dgn dunia kita, awak kat alam awak…tapi kat rumah kita same same…friend friend..
Pontianak: Ok set……………….
Then .........TIBA TIBA……………….
KRINNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGAku terus tersedar dari tido aku, jam kul 7.25 am beb, time aku bagun gi kerja………….
RUPA RUPANYA aku mimpi lah…….
Tapi pelik kan……….i never had thing kind of dream before…..Kelakar ada lah
Aku bilang mak aku pasal mimpi nie.,...dia ketawa she, rabak……
Dia kata banyak nyer merepek…dah dapat mimpi macam tuu…takkan aku nak stop mimpi aku…hehaeha nasib baik tak menyeramkan kalau tak susah aku tak leh tido.
Somehow I remember the pontianak face, too bad I tak pandai draw, kalau I pandai dan tentu I know who is that pontianak in my dream….heahehah MEREPEK SIAk………………
attempted suicide at 2:57 pm
Monday, November 19, 2007
"Have You Ever"
Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go
Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go
I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go
attempted suicide at 12:35 pm