Death...the only solution.

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Hari baru Hari rabu, aku masih tengah dudok dalam office time aKu tulis benda nie, nothing much to do as usual, well ada some filing aje, then i got lots and lots of newpaper to download, from Business Times Website...being logging in and logging out of my anakmelayu, friendster, tagged, my space and multiply website...to check if anyone message me or...upload something in there.....macam dah takder keje lain, selain masok website website itu lah...
hehehehe...ok per....
then later after work i be meeting a friend near my place
sekejap aje pon jadik lah, cause we tinggal dekat ngan
each other so can anytime see each other
again, nanti weekend reaching soon, pas tu aru leh rilek....dengar lagu, minum kopi, rilek....
tengok baby contest this Friday at suntec City, Baby mArsya qualified for Semi-final....
best kan?
budak tu memang cute abis....so cute
tapi nak ikotkan i am more cute than her...hehaheha..
well what can i say,
hehahehaha

i dah tukar skin again, tot nak tukar like one month one, pon ok jugak, takkan skin yang sama aje,
nanti leh bosan
hehehehe....

tapi leceh tau nak carik skin yang best best
go to blogskin and u can find lot of skin
but ada yang lawa2
ada yang tak lawa jugak lah
no gurantee
tapi kan u all leh tengok the outcome how, hehe
mine i would say, ok ok lah, tak perfect sangat........and abit leceh kene click here click there
tapi bagus jugak...
can really spend the time.....looking and browsing my blog...

i think kan i nak watch movie again lah
tak kira lah ape title....
citer hantu ke, murder ke, mystery ke...blue ke....hehehe but that must wait till me lepas R21 dulu
which kalau u all notice kan my intro page in here.....kan ada taruk my bdate....time bila kan hehehe ngah menanti saat dan waktu aje....

tapi i rather waste my money watching, comedy, humour, then maybe some scary or creepy movie...but yet again....not for now...skg budget ngah sempit....

and i cant depend on people for everything.....
ok lor...my hand dah penat, so i stop here
maybe kalau ada time me nak blog i blog again

tak leh hari hari blog, sebab penat seh, and always the same story...and always the same thing...like " nothing to do stuff" mungkin type abt something happen ke ape ke? ok jugak

dah lah....me out now......see ya

attempted suicide at 2:42 pm

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

HEY I'm Back after for so Long I had not been blogging............Cause its the HOliday Seasons.........Chinese New Year in SIngapore..........Great THough.........

Spent the Weekend having a picnic by the East Coast Beach, and i got tann, and more tann, oh got, i miss my fair skin......how to make it come back..i hate being dark...................

Wactched the Epic Movie On Monday at JP......with people close to me....The Stories its quite fun and itss kind of merepek, u think.........citer dia, semua citer ada.....its like a whole bunch of movies being put in this film...........movie movie yang ada, like Da Vinci Code, Snake on a plAne, HHhmmm next X men, then Ada Narnia plak.....willy wonker, harry potter pon ada, and pirate of the carribean pon tak selit, lastly citer borat pon terselit jugak.......they make it into one, pelik jugak, ehaheaha and also Ada MTV Cribs.....yang best ada pUnk'd........pon ada jugak

overalll memang merepek but ok lah kelakar jugak

attempted suicide at 4:54 pm

Friday, February 16, 2007

Listen, 
To the song here in my heart 
A melody I've start 
But can't complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within 
It's only beginning 
To find release 

Oh, 
the time has come 
for my dreams to be heard 
They will not be pushed aside and turned 
Into your own 
all cause you won't 
Listen....


Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads 
I'm not at home, in my own home 
And I tried and tried 
To say whats on my mind 
You should have known 
Oh, 
Now I'm done believin you 
You don't know what I'm feelin 
I'm more than what, you made of me 
I followed the voice
you gave to me 
But now I gotta find, my own..

You should have listened 
There is someone here inside 
Someone I'd thought had died 
Sooo long ago

Ohh I'm free now and my dreams to be heard 
They will not be pushed aside on words 
Into your arms 
All cause you won't 
Listen...

I don't know where I belong 
But i'll be movin on
If you don't....
If you won't....

LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart 
A melody I've start 
But I will complete 

Oh,
Now i'm done believin you
You dont know what I'm feelin 
I'm more than what, you made of me 
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me 
But now I gotta find, my own
my ownn...

attempted suicide at 9:19 am

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Ku tercari-cari, di mana silapku
Puas sudah, ku tertanya-tanya
Namun kau tetap membisu saja
Dalam ku mencari-cari, jawapannya
Ku mencari-cari, satu kepastian
Walaupun tak kau nyatakan
Namun ku cukup mengerti hatimu
Tak akan aku kesali, tak ku kesali

Pertemuan kita, tak pernah ku kesali
Perpisahan ini, ku relakan pemergianmu
Walau perit di hati, ku tabahkan hati ini
Untuk melepaskan mu, demi kebahagiaan mu kasih

Kini ku tercarai-cari, penawar luka di hati
Agar tiada sendu di jiwa, mengenang kisah lama
Biarkanlah kisah silam, pergi bersama kelam yang malam
Moga di saat ini, kau mengerti

Kini aku tahu, kau bukan milikku
Namun tetap ku doakan
Semoga berbahagia... sayang
Walau hatiku terluka, tak mengapa.

attempted suicide at 4:42 pm

Monday, February 12, 2007

Monday, banyak orang kata monday blues....but kat luar tu ngah panas macam nak rak....no blues at all, agaknya dorang nie dah salah tengok colour kot..??....mungkin lah...anyway monday is the start of the week.......hhhhmmm what do i expect this week?.....hhhmmm........probably new part time job, decide not to leave this job cause i love it, and i might be getting new part time job, kat 7-11 ke cheers ke, ok jugak......then anyway i like to keep myself occupied, lagik best...........

attempted suicide at 3:14 pm

THIS IS OUR SONG..................

You're so beautiful, divine
Everything 'bout you so fine
And with the love like yours
There is no pain in this world that I can't endure

So beautiful, so wonderful
And as we float on the floor
I hear the music of love

Chorus
This is our song
This is the song we'll remember forever and ever
It means to you what it means to me
So from this moment on, we know
This is our song
Our song

Anytime I feel alone
I put on our favorite song
And like the music and words
We merge into one
And play on and on

Love's so beautiful, unconditional
Can't find the words to explain
This is our song and our song says it all

Chorus

When my skies are grey
Make them clear again
When I'm weak you are strong
I need to hear the sound, you need to hear the words
This is how it all began

Chorus

This is the song we'll remember forever and ever
That it means to you, what it means to me
So from this moment on
This is our song
This is our song
So forever and ever
With just so you know
Just so
We know
We know
We both know
This is our song

attempted suicide at 1:17 pm

Friday, February 09, 2007

Hey Hey Hey.........

Friday is here...............and
soon it will be weekend.....and thats the time for me to relax
after days of work.....
finally i can wake up late
hopefully.......
Kan best gitu????

Besok Ape Plan eh?
Tak Banyak Plan lah....mungkin
dok Umah Aje.......
tengok lah sesape yang nak ajak kuar
hjehaha
i do have lots of friends
and kebanyakkan lelaki......
and a few girls.....
all are cool to hang out wif..................

hhhhhmmmm
what am i doing now??....Oh well.... NOTHING
no work, not say no work
only not much work to do....
just plain me sitting down in my comfy office chair
with comfy cushion
and own computer with
internet access anywhere......
writng email....msn chatting
never end in my days of working in here
even blog typing.......

SOmetimes i do type craps and lots of junks,
rubbish things in here
no one would care anyway...
its my blog, and my hands, and my thoughts...

Before I forgot..............I wanna Wish ALL THE BEST TO Every KId IN Singapore
who waiting for O-level results today.................On the 9Th February 2007....
GOoD LUck....Hehahe..............

In mY heart I'll Say...................."APA MAU BLAJA BEB".........."Wa NYER TIME dah ABis"....
hehehe, sorry people its just a joke...
no offence...and no hard feelings......

To mY cousin.....azza...all the best, and to who ever that i didn't mention here
To mY colleagues too.....CHin SOon & Merilyn......All the bEst....

MAy YOU GUYS HAVE gooOD RESULTS FOR O LEVEL

attempted suicide at 2:38 pm

Thursday, February 08, 2007

ANd today is A long Far Away Friend of mIne Birthday....................

To MY Friend Named A.........................

Take Care.....

attempted suicide at 10:10 am

HI Back................Me on LEave Yesterday....................ada hal sikit........sorry hehehehe......now back in the office, I have been trying to type without looking at the keyboard, and i succeed..........but there is still some mistakes.......eheheh anyway, yesterday was great, had a great interview at Kallang, and Stoopid interview In Loyang.....Damn u people in Loyang......so rude.........ask me question like wanna look for a fight.....is this how they us people to run their company for them by being rude.....they will only scare people away......haiizz....ape leh buat, tu hak dorang....i can say nothing....but i really like the place in kallang.....best betol....the place is great....and the things they do is interesting.......anyway wish me luck, hopefully they call me back.....

And Yesterday, Mr K went to SBA.....Whats that??? its the...Singapore Basketball Association, to get a letter from them, and from there he go to immigration to get his employment pass done....hopefully it will go through..........pray hard for us......thank you People...................

attempted suicide at 9:26 am

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Yesterday after work, i go to Paya Lebar, go shopping, get myself a top....then of to City Hall to meet Mr K.....Its Mr K.......Not Dato' K..........eheheheh more and more handsome and younger than the old Dato.....we sat down and talked.....he's telling me he have lots of problem, the employment pass been rejected and he's feeling sad, later on his fren call....a white guy....he is the one that gonna help him to make his employment pass approved...hope everything goes well.........

Oh Well..................

Hari Nie Patut I have to AMik documents kat tempat client tau, actually, benda nie kene amik semalam, sampai semalam, aje, org dia takde dalam office, then later me gotta call again and ask whether can collect or not, leceh tau.kalau dekat takpe jugak.........nie at least 15mins walk to that place, but i guess that wont be a problem now than yesterday.............yesterday i Wear heels...tu sebab penat....hehe and slow walking...............haizzzzz.....................................kalau ada org amikkan benda tu kan best........boleh aku rilek....hehehehe

attempted suicide at 9:18 am

Monday, February 05, 2007

Benda nie berlaku hari Jumaat lalu,

I was at my aunt place that evening......................

waiting for my other family member and my grandmother to come back from JB..................

while waiting and waiting.................looks like ard 10 plus.............................

I thought there was a traffice jam at the causeway, bcoz its common to be jammed at the causeway, at that particular time and day......................................

then Suddenly London a.ka. Ernie called..............................................

" Kakak.................kereta kene pecah masok, Barang semua hilang, now we at amk, nak buat polis report.........." she said

and i was like.........HUH?..........what happen sia?

Smashed window........."semua Barang hilang"

semua yang kat umah my aunt dah Kancheong..........macam lipas kodok..............

then we patiently wait for them...........................

then when they returned.......they told us the story..............

it all happen at A Giant Tampoi.......where they do their usual grocceries...........................

the car was park at the front of the building and yet..........................the car got smashed...................

things that are stolen, are my mom's bag..............and london's lagguage bag..........................

she brought the luggage bag thought she wanted to sleep over our cousin's place......................

that too been stolen,...............all cards..........credit cards, atm cards, IC.............London's School Project etc............................

all stolen, dammn robbed..............we start swearing on him............may his life be full of shit and bad luck............................................

i went down to the carpark.......and take a look at the car.......................

here some pics i took.................................

the smashed window, was being covered with plastic by my dad.......................

to prevent people to come in and steal again.....................................

see how badly the smashed the window, luckily its only one window.............

and really luckily and we thank god that we didn't lose the car.....................

or else i think i would cry too......................

here's another pic of it which i took on Saturday morning before we took it the the workshop

to repair............................

seee.....bad isn't it?.....................

this is what i think they smashed the window............they use screwdriver to peel out.........and when they can't the smashed the window.......................

now we all scared and phobia to go in JB anymore.......at least not for now................

we'll return again.........

and this time be very careful................................

attempted suicide at 11:17 am

Thursday, February 01, 2007

eVERY thing turn out well yesterday, done the interview

meet Kev early at kembangan, then we proceed to our usual hangout, its the Msq, at City hall....had our meal at Cavana...and the when to suntec for a shop, had our coffeee break at starbucks...before heading home

later at nite, picked up ernie from the stadium, and then enjoy the journey home, sorry to those people who i horned at yesterday on the road, u people are just So damnn blocking my way.........

attempted suicide at 4:35 pm