Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Seperti yang dulu
Tiada guna kau kembali
Mengisi ruang hati ini
Semuanya telah berlalu
Bersama lukaku
Semua yang telah berlalu
Antara hatiku dan hatimu
Takkan ada cinta
Seperti yang dulu
Tiada guna kau berjanji
Untuk setia menemani
Hatiku yang telah terluka
Karena dustamu
Semua yang telah berakhir
Antara diriku dan dirimu
Takkan ada yang rindu
Seperti Yang dulu
Mimpi Yang tak Sudah
Apa maknanya impian
Datang dan pergi
Membawa hati meyusuri kembali
Jalan-jalan sepi
Kaukah di situ
Yang menantiku
Atau jelmaan
Titik kenangan
Yang bernama pengalaman
Siapakah
Di antara kita
Dengan rela menjadi pendusta
Siapakah dulu
Membina harapan dan siapa
Yang memusnahkan impian
Tanpa sebab dan alasan
Kau mainkan perasaan
Bagai taufan tiba-tiba datang
Dan menghilang...
Kau...bayang-bayang
Masa yang silam
Ada ketika terbawa-bawa
Oleh resah mimpi yang tak sudah
attempted suicide at 11:37 am
Yahoooo
Today I be on Half day Leave in the afternoon, Cause I have something urgent to do, might be able to get this thing done wif, then i be meeting Kevin...................
Oh Yeah People............
U remEmBer KEvin.....The Black Guy.......He's Back
and taking things SEriously,
he said he want to be better
so I'm just being myself and see what he up to
attempted suicide at 9:52 am
Monday, January 29, 2007
Last SUnday
Instead of going out wif my darling
i went out wif my cousin instead, we went shopping at bugis
there were 5 of us, Me, Ida, EE, Man & Lan, 5 of us.....just took the car
and went to bugis to shop
then before headed off to Yishun,
we dropby Mc Donalds, at Ang Mo Kio to have our meals.
after droping the rest at yishun,
me and my sister, EE, or the real name is Ernie....
we headed back to our grandmom place in Ang Mo Kio
Marsya was there when we arrived...the cute little baby...
hehehe cute just like me, she's being naughty nowadays,
thats natural, its all parts and pieces of growing up
Reached Home around 10'clock, just in time to watch CSI supreme sunday
where 3 SCI drama in one show....
i was about to sleep at around 11.30 when Someone asked me to call him
i did, and guess what we talked about????
Our Future
He's Now serious in taking things...
and want something to be done soon and fast...
I still Haven't say the name up here, cause i think its not necessary
I still Believe me and Coach K will be together in the future
yeah, no doubt, he be taking his career seriously, and now been coaching kids
at a nearbye club, what club also i don't know
anyway, I just reach the office, and now doing some work...
or looking for new jobs.....i just got of the phone with a fren of mine, a guy friend
he sounded tired, so i told him to rest and go to bed.....
maybe later i be going to the bank again, cause hey!!!!its monday, Its always
banking day on Mon, Wed & Friday for me
cause "these" people just can't get the Admin People to do...
some people are so free not like me, yet they asked me to do...
damn people....
i've been getting little money every month
and now its time to leave this @#)& ing job to find
one which is better and one that pays more.
attempted suicide at 9:25 am
Friday, January 26, 2007
Weekend Coming..................soon it be Saturday.....hehehehe, yeah yeah, besok Hari Sabtu, maknanya Hari Tido....Syioknya, tido, rilek....tengok tv...nasib baik besok takder plan ape ape, just relaxing at home and doing nothing.....the malam i be watching some movie at home, hotspot at the premiere tonite on Disney Channels....Not Gonna Say what it is...anyway, ok lah, tak lah boring sangat.
then This SUnday i be doing some research with Insan tersayang yang menetap di AMK......You know who u are.....heheh Happy seh orang tuu.....hehehehehe..........i be driving....and be picking him up at AMK, i know he upset sebab kereta baru dia lum lagik kuar, got some problem with the insurance agent ke ape ke, i also dont know, be out probably in february, then he can ajak me jalan jalan hehehe, thought of going for a picnic besok if its not raining then ok lah....J.....Hope You wont Forget Our Meeting this Sun...hehehehe
attempted suicide at 3:25 pm
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Sometimes life may get you down
But you better hold your ground
Can't nobody live your life but you
Stay true to who you are
And always follow your heart
Your heart
attempted suicide at 6:07 pm
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bEEN sO lOng Since I last BlOg, ....And No I WOn't Talk Abt My PRevious Update, SO I'M gOinG tO tyPe AbOut whAt's HappenINg Now, or currently What I'm DoinG...................
As U All KNOw THat I AM IN THe OFfiCe NOW
things tat I'm DOing NOw......
1) Listening to My MEdia PlayEr
2) Talking TO mY MAnagEr AboOut How To Make HiddEN FIle APpear AgaIN
3) DriNKing Coffee WhiCH i BoUGhT JusT now
4) Waiting FOr The Time To Pass
5) DraFtIng LettERs To client
Looks like an easy thing to do....and yet I'm Bored To Death
Later I'm Going To The LiBrArY For A WHiLe To DRop SOme BOOks Off, thEn I Head Home., SO taTs How MY dAy GonnA ENd ToDaY. And AbOut ToMorrOw, I dONt KNow YeT, MaYbe It Be the Same BAsic ThinGs That I Do In tHE Office, MainLY No. 1,3 & 4.....the Usual Things, Not TO ForGet Playing CompUter Games AlSO
My Days At woRk Is ALwAYs The Same, I MIght Be LoOking FOr a New JoB With HigHEr PAy, and More Jobs tO do....Down HEre I'm Bored....
Haiiizzzzz....................GottA Go AlreadY
attempted suicide at 3:50 pm
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Today, on Tuesday
Just typing this blog, sorry, braper hari lepas tak update sebab tak banyak benda nak udate cuma let me imbas ape yang terjadik....
SABTU1) pagi tido, bangun kul 2,hehehe , macam anak jin, liaatt....
2) bangun aje, tengok tv dan kemas umah
3) malam blaja ugama kat umah makcik me, and sambil tu tengok babyku Marsya, ehehhe
4) Balik tido, sampai hari SUnMINGGU1) jadik budak baik, bangun kul 10.30
2) kemas umah
3) petang, lepak sampai tertido till magrib
4) cheetah girls on tv, so tengok jap, ok lah not bad.THENISNIN1) bangun then pegi keje....
2) kat keje buat bodoh, main game, baca suratkhabar, download lagu, tapi aku lupa nak blog, hehe
3) alik umah, rehat pastu kul 8.30 tengok gemilang
4) seblom tidor tengok citer fiesta komedi kat suria sampai aku ter tido....so pretty boring ahh semua sama, bangun makan ttido, tu aje, dah memang macam tuu....hidop nie macam roda, berpusing, always back to where we start.....and now aku ngah lapar, nasib baik bawak bekal burger tadik mak aku masak, ok jugak not so bad, hehehe later buat mocha, i likke....heheheheheheh.....
attempted suicide at 11:49 am
Friday, January 12, 2007
Hari Nie Last day of the week.......balik nie, i wanna go to sleep, soo tiredd.......heheheh, before that I kene makan dulu, heheh, perut dah kenyang, then aru leh tido, then besok takder keje, mungkin dok umah, tido bangun lambat, hehehehe rilek abis, futhermore the weather is so cold, sedap kalau kene pelok, heheheh.....iskkhh..apa aje, k lah, me nak dngar lagu now.....la la la la la la
attempted suicide at 4:53 pm
Thursday, January 11, 2007
semalam after work i met Aim, thought he would be driving, that day kan dia datang bawak Hyundai Tuscon..whoooyoohhhhh, kereta nak besar aje, tapi best tau, the car was tinggi and looks rich, but hey, he didn't, instead he came wif his new big bike, it was huge, and i was like .....woooowww, hehaha lawa plak tu motor dia, hehhehehe motor ape ntah, but more better than rvf....love it, he met me at lavender, biasa lah orang orang yang nak save duit masok ERP, so tunggu lah pat sana, then we go to somewhere lah, jalan jalan, rilek rilek, then ard 9.30 he send me home, luckily my parents already came home before Me, so dia tak nampak lah Me and Aim, heheh kalau tak soalan banyak seh dorang tanya, anyway, there goes my yesterday nite....
ANd Now
in this office, i just got back from collecting documents at client's place, AND I HAD TO BRING BACK ONE SUPER DUPER HEAVY BAG of STATUTORY RECORD of a company, imagine 18 years of company records, haaiizzzzz and i hurt my hand, so bad for carrying this things, and the saddest thing is that no one help me to carry these things back, what a day, now i'm resting, and doing nothing maybe not yet, its raining still outside, ohh no....haiizz....wish it could go away, hurt hurt hurt.......
attempted suicide at 2:50 pm
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Its so hard to Say Goodbye To YEsterday
How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweighed the bad.
I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
I don't know where this road
Is going to lead.
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through
If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
attempted suicide at 12:11 pm
Are U happy?......I am, having a great nothing to do in the office, not say nothing to do, just not much to do, and now I'm listening to some music in Window Media Player, been listening to songs, from the malay song, to english and to spanish and hindi too....all sorts....just love listening and singing at same time......
then Today, is banking day, i got to go to the bank to drop in some cheque, luckily it s not raining outside, love it when its bright and sunny, hahahaha..
today my parents will be going to johore, so I'm freeee.....so freee and so cool to be free..........hope they bought food from there...especially kebabs or murtabak...ok jugak.....hehehehe
ok lor...thats all i can think of now is FOOOD>......................
thats it I'm going for lunch now.......ggrrrwwwwlllllllllll
attempted suicide at 11:50 am
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Hi...........I just finish my work, not say finish, just completed a bit of jobs for manager and boss, he asked me to type a format on how to write WIlls...great thing, i picked up a few tips or notes on how a well prepared Will would look like, so I have an idea on writing a will if there's anything gonna happen to me...hehahaha Macam real aje aku, macam lah aku ada banyak harta nak kasi wasiat kat orang, hhhmm mane lah tau one day aku kaya, haha one day........hehehehe
i just created my multiply thingy...ntah...looks fine with me lah...anyway here is the addy..........http://babygerliza.multiply.com kalau free jengok jengok lah sana...
ok lah chao people
attempted suicide at 4:45 pm
Monday, January 08, 2007
Weekend dah over.....Last week End tak buat ape ape, cuma drive my mom to work, and then stayed at home, on Sunday nyer plak, just having breakfast kat Little India, then off to my mom work place, sebab dia ada one unit to kemaas, then we off to woodlands to my aunt place, dia aru discharge from hospital, ok lah, then malam got home, i sleep ard 10.45 pm cause tak mo bangun lambat the next day, then the next day i angun kul 7, sempat seh, heheheh nextime kene bangun kul 7 jadik i sampai office on the dot, kul 9 o'clock, alhamdulilah, tahun baru bukak azam baru, insyallah, hehehehe, what do i expect for this year, firstly, A good Boyfriend, A New Car, if possible....then if possible, be engage at the end of this year, to someone, sape eh? i dont know yet, no candidate for me yet
and now i'm in the office, doing nothing just nothing....hehehe
me got to finish work then, me will blog again soon, maybe tomorrow if me have the time
chao people...
attempted suicide at 4:44 pm
Friday, January 05, 2007
Pagi Semua, Me tak Ada Keje Lain KAt SIni Asyik Nak Type Blog Aje, Ngah takde keje currently,
semalam me go out with My ex, tak buat ape ape,cuma duduk kat starbucks at raffles place aje, bual bual, pas tu i go home on my own, then thought of meeting Aim, but he's too lazy to go , haaaiizzzz, there goes my free ride home, anyway, he just bought a 2nd hand bike, which have some problems, why buy it if it give trouble, haiizzz.hehehe anyway me cool .....not my bike also....heheh, then today, i be going to the bank to bank in some cheques, hope it's not raining later,
luckily today is Friday and THere Rest Will BE RESTING DAY, can relax at home, maybe going out with some friends, or maybe just going out alone, anyone wanna go out with me???? .....if there is......tag me soonn ok...???....hehehehehehehe.......well i have a friendster account, u all also can view me at www.friendster.com/amelliza...................Wah Wah, buat self-promo nampaknya aku, yeaahahaha, if u dont who else would do it for u.?....so friends.....visit me there ok?....hegegegege, add me also if u want to....tak paksa.......
ok lah got to go do some damn things, nanti me update again very soon....
attempted suicide at 11:26 am
Thursday, January 04, 2007
Today is Hari Khamis, and aku baru abis buat keje kat keje lah, mana lagik....korang ingat aku nie ape?...hehehe ngah dengar lagu kat pc nie, layan lentok, sedap seh...hehehe...and aku aru lunch tadik makan nasi ayam agik, sebab tu aje yang murah boleh di beli ngan harga $2, ok lah boleh tahan jugak ahh, dari takde benda nak makan....tul takkkk?? heheh.,....so boring seh in the office, takde keje aku.....and now aku plak dah single....siak ahhhh semua jantan keparat aje, now me alone only. happy senang sedih duka semua aku sorang biar aku tanggung.....happy slalu for me...
petang nie aku kuar ngan ex aku, ape hal ntah dia nak jumpa, tengok wayang kot, maybe lah, aku memang malas ahh nak kuar nari, abih dektu asyik nak meet aje, siol aje negro tuu, tak abis abis nak meet aku aje, lantak kau ahh black man, whakakakaka, tak baik seh aku...anyway...bagus jugak ....aku takkan nak lembut aje, mesti kene berkeras kalau benda yang salah, haiiz , dunia dunia,
tadi aku aru tarok counter kat blog aku nie, so aku tau lah brape banyak org dah view aku......aku tengok aje, kalau banyak aku continue writing, kalau tak tak lah, aku pun malas nak type panjang panjang tau, buat sakit tangan aku aje, heheheh
tadi aku ada kenal ngan satu mamat nie, dia tinggal kat hougang, near my place, skg nie ngah chatting ngan dia lah....syiok tuull..........................
Signing off from here.....
attempted suicide at 1:39 pm
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
I'm Back From Holidays, Went to MaLLacca For the Weekend, and just came back Yesterday Nite...I am tired, too tired...but still I drop By to type this Blog, hhhhhmmmm...everything is fine with the holidays, we had fun, lots of fun, and relaxation, took lots and lots of photos, just cant post it in here yet, cause I've not installed my Cd Yet...Just bought a New Digital Camera....cool huh..the trip is so fun and serious......seriously...i Miss My OWN BEd.....Been sleeping in the hotel for 2 days and it hurt my back, haiiizzzzz............. 
I miss u Beddy.....and mY friends too....I misss them so much...really miss those
HEHEHE.....i still thinking about myself......I ask Myself....THis Question......
Who did i really love?....I'm not sure who is the one truly.....Maybe Someone Out there Waiting.....Waiting to be found by me, what the heck??.....Why can't the Person Come to me on His Own...and Don't Hints Things....If U really Like Me...Tell me....hehahehe....
ANyway.... What the heck I'm Doing now.......hehehehe...i guess i have nothing to do, all i do is just, chatting, and doing some pointless work.....
I just wanna wish My dear Friend a Happy belated Birthday which fell on the 30th December 2006, Wish Him A...............
Don't Be a Bad Boy....always BeGood....and We will Meet again, this time, Take me for a ride in Ur New BiG Bike....I love Bikes.....hehehe.... ok lah, I've nothing else to type in here so i wanna..............say.........
to all who took their time to read this damn blog, heheh not so damn anyway...and
I Hope Its Not to Late to Say......
&..........................
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to all My friends out there.....I LOve U People.......
attempted suicide at 4:23 pm
