<body> Death...the only solution.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Hari Hujung MInggu.....nothing special....
except we go to UBI to see the car show...and having the greatest time of our life....its my mom's
birthday, and we're celebrating it the simple ways possible, cause of tight budget....and everything seems quiet well...and nice, went to vivo city to have a look at the place...it was huge...and was my 3rd Visit there...........had fun, took alot of pictures.....wow...they are so great,...wish i could post it here but dont have it with me,....haaiizzzz anyway i had fun all day...

AND NOW

me at work doing nothing but work of course, heheheh....work is yet to come....i'm not busy at all....will update again later.....TC

attempted suicide at 9:38 am

Friday, November 24, 2006

Semalam outing was awesome and nice nite...hehhee he was so sweet...and coool...love him so much...we ate at swensen...he did fulfill his promise...he took me to swensen and order food and ice cream...he was on mc for three days so he took one day to meet me up...he look so handsome yesterday...hehehe I like...and sexy also...we had our swensen at Marina Square, then after that we had a small chat before sending me home...

DREAMS

At night I dream of you,
Coming to be by my side.
I see your silhouette at first;
I watch your calm, quick glide.

Vivid images;
Pictures in my mind.
My night's love, my passion;
All in you I shall find.

Once again, you'll whisper to me,
"I Love U, my dear. "
Your touch eases me,
Removing any fear.

Your gaze meets mine;
The warm look in your eyes,
It melts my heart.
From now on
Nothing but blue skies!

Tonight you romance me;
Our bodies entwine,
You enter; I gasp!
Our souls combine.

A touch here, a tickle there,
It enthralls me; I am captivated.
Our bodies move, the motion constant;
My body's completely activated.
Throughout the night
Our passion flows,

Coming together,
My emotion grows.
For you, in dreams,
Oh, how I care.

But when morning comes,
I am left in despair.

Anther night gone and passed.
I awake in ecstasy all alone.
For you visit at night; In dreams you come.
And I dread the coming of a new dawn.

Rupa rupanya I'm Only Having a Wet Dream lAh....whakakakak


attempted suicide at 3:54 pm

MY All




SEGALANYA

attempted suicide at 10:16 am

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Revival Lagu lagu lama...

Mari Nyanyi ngan aku.....

Hehehehe..........

Kau Yang Tak Mengerti- Teja

Sayangku sungguh pedihnya hati ini

Bila ku mengenang dirimu

Membuat diri aku terguris pilu

Bagai ditusuk sembilu pilu

Kekasih engkau yang satu

Sumber ilhamku waktu dahulu

Dirimu amat kuperlu

Untuk mengisi kamar hatiku

Masihkah kau berjauh diri

Dari sisi diriku ini

Kau pergi bukan kubenci

Kau yang tak mengerti

Membuat kucari-cari

Jalan manakah pun ku tak pasti

Dirimu tetap kunanti

Andai kau kembali

Apa yang kulukiskan dalam hatimu

Semuanya telah engkau sisipkan

Sinambungan Cinta
Aku bukan sinambungan kasihmu

Untuk engkau memenuhi rasa
Atau untuk melindungi kecewa

Setelah gagal bercinta
Aku bukan sinambungan rindumu
Menemani kesepianmu itu

Dan sebagaimana aku tahu

Kau tulis dalam buku harianmu

Sanggup kau memperdayakanku

Sanggup kau membohongi dirimu

Kau anggap cinta satu cerpen

Dengan pena engkau bermain

Kau pandai berpura

Hingga akhirnya aku terpedaya

Menjadi mangsa

Jangan ku dijadikan bahan sinambunganmu

Hanya untuk mengisi ruang hidupmu

Sebagai watak babak cintamu

Janganlah semuanya kau jadikan cerita

hingga akhirnya

Disuatu hari nanti pasti sinambunganmu

Akan terputus jua buat selamanya

Layu Di Hujung Mekar

Haruskah ku terus melayani perasaan

Meski pun ku tahu itu hanyalah khayalan

Cintaku padamu haruskah aku teruskan

Kerana ku tahu dirimu sudah berteman

Tiada ertinya

Apakah akhirnya percintaan
Pohon cinta yang dulu mekar berbunga

Kini tandus tiada bermaya

Bunga cinta yang dulu mekar mewangi

Kini layu di pusara bumi

Tidak mungkin kembang lagi dan berseri

attempted suicide at 3:37 pm

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Tidak kau terasa beban yang aku pikul

Menyeksa jiwa ku kekasih

Kenapa kau tak pernah merasakan

Jika kau kekasih yang menyayangi aku

Harus kau mengerti hatiku

Itu hanya ku impikan

Bilakah kau akan mengerti

Kata hati merayu aku pergi meninggalkan dirimu

Tapi ku tak terdaya

Mengapa kasih harus ku alami

Setelah aku korban segala-galanya

Sanggup ku harungi hidup bersama dirimu

Meninggalkan semua yang aku cintai

Jika kau kekasih

Senangkanlah hidupku

Jangan biar aku begini

Hidupku dalam kerunsingan kasih

attempted suicide at 2:50 pm

Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Minggu lepas kita gi vivocity....happening siot,

temankan my uncle go trade in his printer for a new

digital printer...whateva shit lah...i also don't

know...hahaha why am i using broken english...??

alah biasa....macam tak kenal pulak

singaporean...whakakaka...ape ape lah eh...then

Smlm me jumpa my friend.....boyfriend.....then we go

shopping....hehah....not for me...for him....beli CD

kat HMV dah $100++...loaded benar dia semalam,

then beli kasut lagik...hahaha pon harga ard

$100++....kaya kaya,.....siap top up kan Ezlink card

me also...hapy nye i......then we eat kat Far East....I

ate Blackpepper Chiken Rice. then he ate Kuay teow Hor

fun....hhhhmmmm...yummmyyyyy......Delicious........hehehhe.........it

was an awesome nite....then he sent me home.....duit

banyak seh....


leh lah go shopping lagik ngan dia.......

attempted suicide at 10:39 am

Thursday, November 16, 2006
i just Update the Layout of my blog.....

Got it from blogskin

hahah...gerek siol.....

new grahpic....thanks to the designer.........

a whole new look to my blog.......

thanks.....Muackkssss

attempted suicide at 5:50 pm

Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Smlm I tak buat ape ape kat office…Cuma buat benda nie ajer… ok tak semua…..Lawa kan…I bikin Sendiri

Name Dia



Name Aku

Hah...amacam? ok tak? ,....i know need improvement and new design....still working on it....been bored at work for so long, kat keje me takde keje.....sesape yang boleh tolong sila letakkan comment di bawah...N ngah tido skg sebab nanti malam dia keje part time...understand understood....keje malam susah sikit....but anyway he always jovial type of person, slalu senyum nyer org, so comfortable to be around him.....he trust me and i trust him too....takmo control sgt nanti susah.....

anyway kejap lagik after work terus go home and relax.....don't like to go out much often....feels like hhome is better.,....nasib baik i keje office hrs...kalau tak...haaiiizzzz boring abis.........then ape eh?...alamak besok hari Wed ahh..big boss alik...mampos...nasib baik i dah abis keje yang dia suroh buat....i am some times good girl sometime naughty girl....naughty not as in slutty type ok?....me cool aje...eheheheh

thought nak tunjukkan rambut blonde me...tapi takper lah...heheheheheh..next time lah...anyway people...be happy ok?.....nanti me update lagik ok?


attempted suicide at 5:16 pm

Monday, November 13, 2006
Aku dah colour rambut aku strawberry blonde,..apa hal siak aku colour blonde...
ok pe?....lawa siak rambut aku....tapi tak cukup lah
nak kene beli lagik satu to touch up....bagus siol...i feel different....but i'm not stoopid like blondes always well known to be........next gaji...beli lagik satu then colour lagik.....
pas tu aku leh style rambut kasi lawa......pas tu hehehe
happy siak.....later then talk to N again.....he's not so busy at work lah......so he can chat chat with me.... good ahh?

attempted suicide at 12:40 pm



Dah ternyata, dah terbukti….E terus hilangkan diri….macam biskut, kejap ade kejap takder….sungguh membosankan…..baik memang baik…but not too baik…..pas weekend asyik I call tak pernah dia nak angkat, hampa betol…..then I call N…N will always answer my call…last Sat I jumpa N…then he temankan I gi umah yana, ada open house…he looks hensem lah…eheheheh….terpegun i…..hahahaha….now I think I make the right decision…this N tak segatal dan se “Horny” matair I yang dulu dulu…tak abis abis gatal gatal gatal….tiap kali jumpa ada jer gatal bawah dorang…pe jahanam nyer jantan….kpla buto siot…whakakaka…anyway, he’s cool ahh..I like N…and by the Way the name Is Nazrin….heheheh……we’ll see how far we go…..I started to like him…..he sweet in many way…

attempted suicide at 12:40 pm

Thursday, November 09, 2006
ada Dua Pilihan.....atau lebih, i got to know more guys....cool huh?....the one currently im contacting is N, E..J and R.....they are all from different channel, two from Anakmelayu and two from IRC channel melayu,...banyak siol...tapi kita cuma kawan aje......ada competition between N & E....cause both interested in me...now i'm in dilemma, who to choose? both are good and caring and are the type that GERLS want in their life....love not for the body but for everything i am, not like the previous EXs, Love my body but not me....DAMN people..enough of them, I need to choose between one...WHO is IT? ....i don't know...Help Me....i saw E once, and im meeting him today, he drive Mit Evo...which i like...then this Saturday I'm going to Yana's Open House with N...i pick him up at tampines and then we go to yana's place.....ape dah.....maybe after these meeting, than i can find out that which is the one for me....HOPEFULLY.......

attempted suicide at 9:53 am

Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Tak perlu kau memujuk diriku lagi
Tak perlu kau meyakini hati ini
Biarkan pergi semua keindahan dulu
Peritnya luka yang megguris kalbu
Sekalipun segala janji dimungkiri
Hakikat ini harus kita hadapi


Tak perlu kau memujuk diriku lagi
Tak perlu kau meyakini hati ini
Usaikan Segala keresahan jiwa
Kita tak mampu membina mahligai bahagia

Mengapakah kita bertemu jalan yang terakhir
Sedangkan ku mendambakan kau selamanya
Apa yang telah terjadi
Tak usahlah kita menyesali
Kerna ianya adalah suratan takdir
Apa yang telah terjadi
Penting untuk kita memahami
Jalan yang ada ini hanyalah
Perpisahan buat kita
Cukuplah engkau sebagai
Kesilapan yang tak akan berulang kembali

attempted suicide at 5:55 pm

uNTOK dIA,

naNTI aKU tRANSLATEKAN pAT kAU OK kEV......

Ku Bertanya Kah Mengapa???
Kau Terus Hilang Dari Cinta Kita
Ku Gelisah , Kau Berubah
Cuba Mencar Di Mana Salah


Sedihnya Dan Pedihnya Bila Hati Kau Hancuri

Memang Kau LELAKI
Yang Tak PUNYA Perasaan Dalam Hati Mu
Kau LELAKI
Yang Tak Mengerti Hati Ini
Hati KU Ini


Dulu Kau Kata Cinta
Yang Terindah Seperti Bintang Bintang
Tapi Kini Dah Terbukti
Sememangnya Kau Bukan Milikku Lagi

Sedihnya Dan Pedihnya Bila Hati Kau Hancuri

Memang Kau LELAKI
Yang Tak PUNYA Perasaan Dalam Hati Mu
Kau LELAKI
Yang Tak Mengerti Hati Ini
Hati KU Ini

attempted suicide at 4:50 pm

Aku dah break ngan Kevin, Cause he tak tahan ngan aku agaknya, asal siak,? apa aku buat, tak buat ape ape per, aku ikotkan ape kata dia, and he said, "u better find some other guy, I'm not the guy for u" ape siak, tak salah terus kene gini, anyway mungkin ahh memang dia nak macam nie, sebab dia dah takder time untok aku lagik, saje jer nak elak, he's going away to travel, no wonder he left me, i tak pasal....anyway...i tried to love him more but, u see dia after knowing him for so long, Dia serupa ajer ngan Ex aku dalam satu perkara....EGO terlalu tinggi...Tak nak dgr kata org pon, haaiiizzz....memang nasib aku dapat matair semua EGO EGO belaka, tapi aku cool...tak pasal ahh nie semua.....dia pon tak sayang kan aku betol betol ape lah...Jantanz Jantanz.....tapi aku tetap sabar........

aku tak heran nie semua, sebab aku tau kita akan jadik gini, mak aku kata gi carik org melayu, gi carik org islam, yang kau carik orang putih tu buat ape?....haaiiizzzzz....masin kan mulut dia,....then now aku terpaksa carik a malay bf, errmmm I have one in mind anyway, Name dia N.....dia lah sentiasa ada with me even he know i ada guy, he tak kisah, sebab he care and want to give more than what kevin can give....dia aje yang ada dalam contact me beside kevin, he may be a good choice for me, but i don't know, i like him, dia tak putus asa nye guy, and that makes me attract to him, and one point of time, i wanted to give him up cause of kevin, he kept telling me not to cause he dont want to lose me....and i think that's whats make me attract to him, sincerity, honesty, loving and caring.....

i don't know now...masih sakit lagik hati nak start new relationship, but ramai suggest that i give hime some time to prove his love....which till now, he never fail to show.......

so what do u think of him?

Yeah, cool right, hopefully he's not like the other guy i know......

attempted suicide at 2:52 pm

THE SUICIDER.

* The Name iS Liza *
* She Lives in HouGanG *
* She is A Sweet Girl *
* She woRks iN East Area *
* Him * Who??...Someone...*
* BaBies *
* To Sleep All Day *
* Chocolates *
* Cars *
* MONEY *
* Dreams *
* Being Loved *
* Being Hurt *
* Car Crash *
* Bad People...Liars Etcc...*
* Had A Bad Fall....Ouchh...It Hurts*
* The New Honda Fit ---- I Have This... *
* Lots And Lots of DiaMonds *
* Travel Around The WorLD *
* Be A Millionaire *
* Laptop~Notebook *
* New Phone *

SHOUT.




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