Hari Hujung MInggu.....nothing special.... except we go to UBI to see the car show...and having the greatest time of our life....its my mom's birthday, and we're celebrating it the simple ways possible, cause of tight budget....and everything seems quiet well...and nice, went to vivo city to have a look at the place...it was huge...and was my 3rd Visit there...........had fun, took alot of pictures.....wow...they are so great,...wish i could post it here but dont have it with me,....haaiizzzz anyway i had fun all day...
AND NOW
me at work doing nothing but work of course, heheheh....work is yet to come....i'm not busy at all....will update again later.....TC
attempted suicide at 9:38 am
Friday, November 24, 2006
Semalam outing was awesome and nice nite...hehhee he was so sweet...and coool...love him so much...we ate at swensen...he did fulfill his promise...he took me to swensen and order food and ice cream...he was on mc for three days so he took one day to meet me up...he look so handsome yesterday...hehehe I like...and sexy also...we had our swensen at Marina Square, then after that we had a small chat before sending me home...
DREAMS
At night I dream of you, Coming to be by my side. I see your silhouette at first; I watch your calm, quick glide.
Vivid images; Pictures in my mind. My night's love, my passion; All in you I shall find.
Once again, you'll whisper to me, "I Love U, my dear. " Your touch eases me, Removing any fear.
Your gaze meets mine; The warm look in your eyes, It melts my heart. From now on Nothing but blue skies!
Tonight you romance me; Our bodies entwine, You enter; I gasp! Our souls combine.
A touch here, a tickle there, It enthralls me; I am captivated. Our bodies move, the motion constant; My body's completely activated. Throughout the night Our passion flows,
Coming together, My emotion grows. For you, in dreams, Oh, how I care.
But when morning comes, I am left in despair.
Anther night gone and passed. I awake in ecstasy all alone. For you visit at night; In dreams you come. And I dread the coming of a new dawn.
Rupa rupanya I'm Only Having a Wet Dream lAh....whakakakak
attempted suicide at 3:54 pm
MY All
SEGALANYA
attempted suicide at 10:16 am
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Revival Lagu lagu lama...
Mari Nyanyi ngan aku.....
Hehehehe..........
Kau Yang Tak Mengerti- Teja
Sayangku sungguh pedihnya hati ini
Bila ku mengenang dirimu
Membuat diri aku terguris pilu
Bagai ditusuk sembilu pilu
Kekasih engkau yang satu
Sumber ilhamku waktu dahulu
Dirimu amat kuperlu
Untuk mengisi kamar hatiku
Masihkah kau berjauh diri
Dari sisi diriku ini
Kau pergi bukan kubenci
Kau yang tak mengerti
Membuat kucari-cari
Jalan manakah pun ku tak pasti
Dirimu tetap kunanti
Andai kau kembali
Apa yang kulukiskan dalam hatimu
Semuanya telah engkau sisipkan
Sinambungan Cinta Aku bukan sinambungan kasihmu
Untuk engkau memenuhi rasa Atau untuk melindungi kecewa Setelah gagal bercinta Aku bukan sinambungan rindumu Menemani kesepianmu itu
Dan sebagaimana aku tahu
Kau tulis dalam buku harianmu
Sanggup kau memperdayakanku
Sanggup kau membohongi dirimu
Kau anggap cinta satu cerpen
Dengan pena engkau bermain
Kau pandai berpura
Hingga akhirnya aku terpedaya
Menjadi mangsa
Jangan ku dijadikan bahan sinambunganmu
Hanya untuk mengisi ruang hidupmu
Sebagai watak babak cintamu
Janganlah semuanya kau jadikan cerita
hingga akhirnya
Disuatu hari nanti pasti sinambunganmu
Akan terputus jua buat selamanya
Layu Di Hujung Mekar
Haruskah ku terus melayani perasaan
Meski pun ku tahu itu hanyalah khayalan
Cintaku padamu haruskah aku teruskan
Kerana ku tahu dirimu sudah berteman
Tiada ertinya
Apakah akhirnya percintaan Pohon cinta yang dulu mekar berbunga
Kini tandus tiada bermaya
Bunga cinta yang dulu mekar mewangi
Kini layu di pusara bumi
Tidak mungkin kembang lagi dan berseri
attempted suicide at 3:37 pm
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Tidak kau terasa beban yang aku pikul
Menyeksa jiwa ku kekasih
Kenapa kau tak pernah merasakan
Jika kau kekasih yang menyayangi aku
Harus kau mengerti hatiku
Itu hanya ku impikan
Bilakah kau akan mengerti
Kata hati merayu aku pergi meninggalkan dirimu
Tapi ku tak terdaya
Mengapa kasih harus ku alami
Setelah aku korban segala-galanya
Sanggup ku harungi hidup bersama dirimu
Meninggalkan semua yang aku cintai
Jika kau kekasih
Senangkanlah hidupku
Jangan biar aku begini
Hidupku dalam kerunsingan kasih
attempted suicide at 2:50 pm
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Minggu lepas kita gi vivocity....happening siot,
temankan my uncle go trade in his printer for a new
digital printer...whateva shit lah...i also don't
know...hahaha why am i using broken english...??
alah biasa....macam tak kenal pulak
singaporean...whakakaka...ape ape lah eh...then
Smlm me jumpa my friend.....boyfriend.....then we go
shopping....hehah....not for me...for him....beli CD
kat HMV dah $100++...loaded benar dia semalam,
then beli kasut lagik...hahaha pon harga ard
$100++....kaya kaya,.....siap top up kan Ezlink card
me also...hapy nye i......then we eat kat Far East....I
ate Blackpepper Chiken Rice. then he ate Kuay teow Hor
was an awesome nite....then he sent me home.....duit
banyak seh.... leh lah go shopping lagik ngan dia.......
attempted suicide at 10:39 am
Thursday, November 16, 2006
i just Update the Layout of my blog.....
Got it from blogskin
hahah...gerek siol.....
new grahpic....thanks to the designer.........
a whole new look to my blog.......
thanks.....Muackkssss
attempted suicide at 5:50 pm
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Smlm I tak buat ape ape kat office…Cuma buat benda nie ajer… ok tak semua…..Lawa kan…I bikin Sendiri
Name Dia
Name Aku
Hah...amacam? ok tak? ,....i know need improvement and new design....still working on it....been bored at work for so long, kat keje me takde keje.....sesape yang boleh tolong sila letakkan comment di bawah...N ngah tido skg sebab nanti malam dia keje part time...understand understood....keje malam susah sikit....but anyway he always jovial type of person, slalu senyum nyer org, so comfortable to be around him.....he trust me and i trust him too....takmo control sgt nanti susah.....
anyway kejap lagik after work terus go home and relax.....don't like to go out much often....feels like hhome is better.,....nasib baik i keje office hrs...kalau tak...haaiiizzzz boring abis.........then ape eh?...alamak besok hari Wed ahh..big boss alik...mampos...nasib baik i dah abis keje yang dia suroh buat....i am some times good girl sometime naughty girl....naughty not as in slutty type ok?....me cool aje...eheheheh
thought nak tunjukkan rambut blonde me...tapi takper lah...heheheheheh..next time lah...anyway people...be happy ok?.....nanti me update lagik ok?
attempted suicide at 5:16 pm
Monday, November 13, 2006
Aku dah colour rambut aku strawberry blonde,..apa hal siak aku colour blonde...
ok pe?....lawa siak rambut aku....tapi tak cukup lah
nak kene beli lagik satu to touch up....bagus siol...i feel different....but i'm not stoopid like blondes always well known to be........next gaji...beli lagik satu then colour lagik.....
pas tu aku leh style rambut kasi lawa......pas tu hehehe
happy siak.....later then talk to N again.....he's not so busy at work lah......so he can chat chat with me.... good ahh?
attempted suicide at 12:40 pm
Dah ternyata, dah terbukti….E terus hilangkan diri….macam biskut, kejap ade kejap takder….sungguh membosankan…..baik memang baik…but not too baik…..pas weekend asyik I call tak pernah dia nak angkat, hampa betol…..then I call N…N will always answer my call…last Sat I jumpa N…then he temankan I gi umah yana, ada open house…he looks hensem lah…eheheheh….terpegun i…..hahahaha….now I think I make the right decision…this N tak segatal dan se “Horny” matair I yang dulu dulu…tak abis abis gatal gatal gatal….tiap kali jumpa ada jer gatal bawah dorang…pe jahanam nyer jantan….kpla buto siot…whakakaka…anyway, he’s cool ahh..I like N…and by the Way the name Is Nazrin….heheheh……we’ll see how far we go…..I started to like him…..he sweet in many way…
attempted suicide at 12:40 pm
Thursday, November 09, 2006
ada Dua Pilihan.....atau lebih, i got to know more guys....cool huh?....the one currently im contacting is N, E..J and R.....they are all from different channel, two from Anakmelayu and two from IRC channel melayu,...banyak siol...tapi kita cuma kawan aje......ada competition between N & E....cause both interested in me...now i'm in dilemma, who to choose? both are good and caring and are the type that GERLS want in their life....love not for the body but for everything i am, not like the previous EXs, Love my body but not me....DAMN people..enough of them, I need to choose between one...WHO is IT? ....i don't know...Help Me....i saw E once, and im meeting him today, he drive Mit Evo...which i like...then this Saturday I'm going to Yana's Open House with N...i pick him up at tampines and then we go to yana's place.....ape dah.....maybe after these meeting, than i can find out that which is the one for me....HOPEFULLY.......
attempted suicide at 9:53 am
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Tak perlu kau memujuk diriku lagi Tak perlu kau meyakini hati ini Biarkan pergi semua keindahan dulu Peritnya luka yang megguris kalbu Sekalipun segala janji dimungkiri Hakikat ini harus kita hadapi
Tak perlu kau memujuk diriku lagi Tak perlu kau meyakini hati ini Usaikan Segala keresahan jiwa Kita tak mampu membina mahligai bahagia
Mengapakah kita bertemu jalan yang terakhir Sedangkan ku mendambakan kau selamanya Apa yang telah terjadi Tak usahlah kita menyesali Kerna ianya adalah suratan takdir Apa yang telah terjadi Penting untuk kita memahami Jalan yang ada ini hanyalah Perpisahan buat kita Cukuplah engkau sebagai Kesilapan yang tak akan berulang kembali
attempted suicide at 5:55 pm
uNTOK dIA, naNTI aKU tRANSLATEKAN pAT kAU OK kEV...... Ku Bertanya Kah Mengapa??? Kau Terus Hilang Dari Cinta Kita Ku Gelisah , Kau Berubah Cuba Mencar Di Mana Salah
Sedihnya Dan Pedihnya Bila Hati Kau Hancuri Memang Kau LELAKI Yang Tak PUNYA Perasaan Dalam Hati Mu Kau LELAKI Yang Tak Mengerti Hati Ini Hati KU Ini
Dulu Kau Kata Cinta Yang Terindah Seperti Bintang Bintang Tapi Kini Dah Terbukti Sememangnya Kau Bukan Milikku Lagi
Sedihnya Dan Pedihnya Bila Hati Kau Hancuri
Memang Kau LELAKI Yang Tak PUNYA Perasaan Dalam Hati Mu Kau LELAKI Yang Tak Mengerti Hati Ini Hati KU Ini
attempted suicide at 4:50 pm
Aku dah break ngan Kevin, Cause he tak tahan ngan aku agaknya, asal siak,? apa aku buat, tak buat ape ape per, aku ikotkan ape kata dia, and he said, "u better find some other guy, I'm not the guy for u" ape siak, tak salah terus kene gini, anyway mungkin ahh memang dia nak macam nie, sebab dia dah takder time untok aku lagik, saje jer nak elak, he's going away to travel, no wonder he left me, i tak pasal....anyway...i tried to love him more but, u see dia after knowing him for so long, Dia serupa ajer ngan Ex aku dalam satu perkara....EGO terlalu tinggi...Tak nak dgr kata org pon, haaiiizzz....memang nasib aku dapat matair semua EGO EGO belaka, tapi aku cool...tak pasal ahh nie semua.....dia pon tak sayang kan aku betol betol ape lah...Jantanz Jantanz.....tapi aku tetap sabar........
aku tak heran nie semua, sebab aku tau kita akan jadik gini, mak aku kata gi carik org melayu, gi carik org islam, yang kau carik orang putih tu buat ape?....haaiiizzzzz....masin kan mulut dia,....then now aku terpaksa carik a malay bf, errmmm I have one in mind anyway, Name dia N.....dia lah sentiasa ada with me even he know i ada guy, he tak kisah, sebab he care and want to give more than what kevin can give....dia aje yang ada dalam contact me beside kevin, he may be a good choice for me, but i don't know, i like him, dia tak putus asa nye guy, and that makes me attract to him, and one point of time, i wanted to give him up cause of kevin, he kept telling me not to cause he dont want to lose me....and i think that's whats make me attract to him, sincerity, honesty, loving and caring.....
i don't know now...masih sakit lagik hati nak start new relationship, but ramai suggest that i give hime some time to prove his love....which till now, he never fail to show.......
so what do u think of him?
Yeah, cool right, hopefully he's not like the other guy i know......
attempted suicide at 2:52 pm
THE SUICIDER.
The Lady
* The Name iS Liza *
Who the Hell?
* She Lives in HouGanG *
* She is A Sweet Girl *
* She woRks iN East Area *
Loves...
* Him * Who??...Someone...*
* BaBies *
* To Sleep All Day *
* Chocolates *
* Cars *
* MONEY *
* Dreams *
* Being Loved *
Hates...
* Being Hurt *
* Car Crash *
* Bad People...Liars Etcc...*
* Had A Bad Fall....Ouchh...It Hurts*
Wishes...
* The New Honda Fit ---- I Have This... *
* Lots And Lots of DiaMonds *
* Travel Around The WorLD *
* Be A Millionaire *
* Laptop~Notebook *
* New Phone *