Friday, October 20, 2006
Why suddenly aku stop talking about my dear and S…..haiizzz….my DEAR is and will always be my dear…..S plak….Leh blah ahh…siot aje…sakit hati sehh…main main kan org lagik….nasib baik I lom let go of my sayang, and I feel guilty plak ada affair behind my dear, sorry my dear Kevin, I will love u more…anyway….I think its better for me not to write my dear name often in this blog, ye lah…I tak nak show off…tak guna nak show off…..haiizzzzz….still thinking abt that damn S….iisskkhh…make me sad, makes me HEARTACHE….and even make me angry, I think I know WHY he came back and leave again, its all because he got problem with his galfriend and want me to keep his mind of that gal, he said he SAYANGKAN me and want to be with me back and give him some time to getaway from his gal cause of a problem that is FOREVER going on between them but bila problem dah settle I dia CAMPAKtepi and ACCUSED me for not being supportive and patience in giving him time to settle himself….dalam hati I WHAT THE FUCK….DAMN LIAR.….tak patot nyer jantan…AND I THINK ALSO one of the Reason he come and leave is because of $$$$…..i borrow money from him, he came back, pretend to love me…then after got his money back then leave…bangsat siol….anyway……...sepanjang kita meet up baru baru nie kan…he ask me to buy him cigarette , I belikan dia bukan satu tapi dua plak tuu….that cause ard $9 each, and two of them total is $18 , done…then he told me he wanted an earphone….I got for him one….which cost $12….and then…his prepaid low then I top up for him $10…and that time I spent food on him which cause ard $10 pluss….whoitt…..kira kira….TOTAL….ard $50…..that $50 dollars is exactly what I owe him…..kimek siak…pasal $50 dollar aje..tak yah ahh nak pretend to come back….what siak……never mind….what goes ard comes ard also….beware and be careful, u might fall in ur own trap……aku tak berkira sgt, tapi dia macam macam alasan ………so I decide to kick him aside of my memory and let him leave….he will never come back to me…even he want…I don’t wan ENOUGH IS ENOUGH…...macam macam manusia ada…tapi I tetap sabar…my dear jugak tak tau pasal hal nie, kalau dia tahu MATILAH AKU….hahaha Insyallah tak punya….cause everything end already……..tapi I nie nakal sikit lah…I know my dear love me so much yet dalam diam diam I masok chatroom….channel melayu, dapat lah a few numbers…hehehehehe…….ssshhhhhhh ……..favour…takmo bilang dia ok………nanti dia marah….keep it low baby….WHAKAKAKAKA………kepala aku dah berserabut ngan keje nie….hari raya dah nak dekat….wahh enjoy sehh boss boss i…..i yang raya, dorang yang cuti….siak betoll….hahahahahahah
attempted suicide at 4:38 pm
