Thursday, September 07, 2006
DAH DUA HARI AKU MC…………I’M SICK…..SAKIT SEY…TAK LEH ANGKAT…N NOW BACK IN THE OFFICE…KEJE TAK BANYAK SGT….OK OK LAH…NOT BAD AT ALL…..SEPANJANG ME SAKIT….MY DEAR HAVE BEEN TAKING CARE OF ME…SLALU INGATKAN ME TO MAKAN OBAT….TAPI SERIOUSLY…. SATU OBAT PON I TAK SENTUH….STILL THERE…..MAYBE I EAT IT IN THE FUTURE WHEN THE SICKNESS ATTACKS AGAIN, APA NAK KATA…ME MEMANG DEGIL…TAPI MY DEAR……ACTUALLY…I HAVE CHANGE D A LOT…I TAK SEDEGIL DULU..I DON’T REALLY BOTHER THAT MUCH ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE….HAHAHAHA….CAUSE PREVIOUSLY I CARE TOO MUCH BUT I ENDED UP HURTING MYSELF…..WHAT A JERK THAT PERSON WAS….WHATEVER IT IS…AND NOW…I’M A TOTAL NEW PERSON….MY DARLING ALWAYS TAUGHT ME TO LOOK FORWARD….TOWARDS THE FUTURE……LET BYGONES BE BYGONES…FORGET ALL THE UNHAPPINES I FACED LAST TIME….AND BE HAPPPY AGAIN…I DID WHAT HE TOLD ME…AND I’M BACK… ON THE TRACK….ON THE WAY OF BEING HAPPY WITH HIM….He IS SUCH A DARLING TO ME…
DURING THE TWO DAYS MC….SEMPAT JUGAK MY DEAR COME DOWN TO MY PLACE TO CHECK ON ME…SEE HOW AWFUL I LOOk….HEY I DON’T LOOK BAD OK?…..HAHAHAHAH….HE PREFERS ME WITH NO MAKE-UP ON….JUST NATURAL…….MY FACE DAH SMOOTH….I DIDN’T GO FOR FACIAL…..I JUST TAROK CREAM BANYKA BANYAK AND DIA PON SUKA MY FACE LEMBUT JER…..KLAKAR SEY….HARI INI I DON’T KNOW, WHETHER HE BE FREE KE TAK. SMLM DIA ADA TRAINING AT JURONG …..MESTI PENAT NYER,…..PAGI NIE I THINK HE MASIH NGAH TIDO…TAPI HE USUALLY UP VERY EARLY TO BUILD UP HIS MUSCLES……I DON’T HOW BIG HE WANT HIS ARMS TO BE…..AWWWW….ANYWAY…HE LOOK HANDSOME TO ME ………
attempted suicide at 10:06 am
