Mendak Abis….Takder Keje nak buat…my manager lagik slack…sebab dia takder keje nak buat jugak..jadi kita dua nie free jer lah….sebab kita aje yang at secretarial department……this department plak…kalau time busy giler mesti busy nyer….kalau tak busy…mendak btol…..tak keje langsung….tu sebab I can type this blog…..then sambil type sambil dgr lagu…..and chat pat msn…..i’m still at the old msn ……the one I usually online at….got lotz of friend in there…but none of them online in the day, except for a few….so its making me bored and bored……….then masok irc…tak abis abis org nie mesti mintak gambar or chat open….haiizz bosan betol……then main game….asyik the same game ajer….ape dah…rase rasenye gi tido lagik bagus, tapi ta leh kan kita nie keje….hehehehe….my darling tadi kata dia call me malam…sebab dia going back to the office for another cleanup.. brape bersih dia nak pon aku tak tau…asalkan dia happy lah…..i pon tuumpang happy jugak……Besok pulak he got game…..at Singapore indoor stadium……mungkin me pegi…sebab dia dah ajak…then boleh lah ubat rindu kat dia……tengok dia main tournament…..mesti kasar nyer kan…cause he pernah injured in the game before….luka luka…lebam lebam…haaiiizzzz kecian dia…….apa apa pon me lum tahu whether I go ke tak…

Yestersday? Takder benda….keje macam biasa……balik buka pon ngam ngam…masok je terus bang….hahahaha best kan…..then tengok SI….Hady Win….Woooohhhooooo…….rezeki dia malam smalam…..berkat orang berpuasa mungkin….hehehehe haiiiizzzzzzz………been lonely this few days…biasalah…my darling is busy ngan keje dia….but he still got time to call me….bila dia call ada jer dia nak mengadu….always kata…”honey, so tired u know….so busy…clean here clean there wish u there for me ” ..then I always asked him whether I can help….but he always said no…its ok…don’t want to trouble u…I fikir fikir,…what trouble sia…..kemas mengemas nie kan memang I know how to do…lantak dia lah…..dia busy bersih kan office baru dia kat aljunied…..busy busy man…but I understand….hahahaha…malam then talk for a while with him till I fell asleep……..

Hahaha…………Fryday…….ehhhh…..Friday lah…. Lerrr….ngah kat office nie…I ngah experimenting ngan my own phone….petik gambar sana petik gambar sini…..cool kan?

Lol…….boss pon takder keje….this is the most exiting day of the week….weekend is approaching and soon it be working day again…..aaaawwww tiring as usual……I be meeting my baby later….

The Last MEeting Was Awesome.....We Took some

photos.................

Long John Silver At Bishan....

Then Later At BugIS juNcTIOn...................

and many more to come.....LOL.....We just enjoying each other company...........

Love my darling so much

attempted suicide at 3:51 pm

Thursday, September 14, 2006

HAHAHAHA

Apa Maksud tu?

Aku pon tak paham

Yeaaayy……….I BOUGHT NEW PHONE…….and 3G phone that is….COOL HUH?….
My First 3G Phone haha…..so friends…u all can video call mee…..we can chat chat…u see me I see u…LOL…….

Happy Happy….my Darling Is so happy for me…I can see and feel that…Thanks baby….I promise u be the one who I Share my Happines And sorrow With…If u wanna share my sorrows with u….hahahaha…….ok ok…enough of that phone….I already applied leave on the 19th And 20th September, to send my dad for minor lung surgery…
I hope he’s gonna be alright…..and hopes everythin goes well…..i’b be sending him on the 19th and on the 20th I be fetching him back….

AND NOW

I got nothing to do in the office, so all I do is play game, write this blog, have fun and jokes with fellow colleagues…..and enjoy each other company….today I have semi government….heheh…meaning….not many people to order me around….cool huh….
And NOW I have ran out of idea on what to write………

I’ll take my leave now….

BYE BYE

attempted suicide at 4:13 pm

Monday, September 11, 2006

Darlin, here we are again

Right about now, there is a need to tell you what Im feelin

Im so grateful to have a man like you who knows what to do

And makes me feel like a woman should

When I close my eyes I break down and cry

Its somethin bout the way you love me

The thought of your kiss, my heart cant resist

Its all about the way you love me

Never thought that I would find, so much peace of mind

In every moment that I share with you

Sometimes I dont know why we fell so deep in love

But then it all comes back to me because

When I close my eyes I break down and cry

Its somethin bout the way you love me

The thought of your kiss, my heart cant resist

Its all about the way you love me

When I’m with you, I feel so good

No one loves me like you do

attempted suicide at 5:09 pm

What a day

Today I’ll be meeting my darling then we’re going to Bugis Junction ard 8.00pm

We already plan to buy ourselves…new handphones…with new line……I don’t know what handphone to buy……..but I guess I would buy the one he could afford…..hehehehehe…hopefully he’s the one who gonna pay for it later…if not….its ok…I still have some cash in my bank…maybe I can use that to buy my own handphone…..cool huh? And now at work I have nothing to do in particularly….except for some minor work….which is so boring…..dah boring? Kan? Nak buat ape?

Rilek one corner lah…anyway, I’m sitting at the corner pon…hahahahaha…..i’m looking forward to meet my darling handsome baby later….we’re gonna take some pictures….have fun….have dinner and etc….then…I think we’ll go home……

To my darling…..

Don’t Forget ahh…today…….hhahahahaha

Its going to be the most enjoyable nite of our time…LOL……..

I miss him so much

attempted suicide at 12:17 pm

Thursday, September 07, 2006

DAH DUA HARI AKU MC…………I’M SICK…..SAKIT SEY…TAK LEH ANGKAT…N NOW BACK IN THE OFFICE…KEJE TAK BANYAK SGT….OK OK LAH…NOT BAD AT ALL…..SEPANJANG ME SAKIT….MY DEAR HAVE BEEN TAKING CARE OF ME…SLALU INGATKAN ME TO MAKAN OBAT….TAPI SERIOUSLY…. SATU OBAT PON I TAK SENTUH….STILL THERE…..MAYBE I EAT IT IN THE FUTURE WHEN THE SICKNESS ATTACKS AGAIN, APA NAK KATA…ME MEMANG DEGIL…TAPI MY DEAR……ACTUALLY…I HAVE CHANGE D A LOT…I TAK SEDEGIL DULU..I DON’T REALLY BOTHER THAT MUCH ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE….HAHAHAHA….CAUSE PREVIOUSLY I CARE TOO MUCH BUT I ENDED UP HURTING MYSELF…..WHAT A JERK THAT PERSON WAS….WHATEVER IT IS…AND NOW…I’M A TOTAL NEW PERSON….MY DARLING ALWAYS TAUGHT ME TO LOOK FORWARD….TOWARDS THE FUTURE……LET BYGONES BE BYGONES…FORGET ALL THE UNHAPPINES I FACED LAST TIME….AND BE HAPPPY AGAIN…I DID WHAT HE TOLD ME…AND I’M BACK… ON THE TRACK….ON THE WAY OF BEING HAPPY WITH HIM….He IS SUCH A DARLING TO ME…

DURING THE TWO DAYS MC….SEMPAT JUGAK MY DEAR COME DOWN TO MY PLACE TO CHECK ON ME…SEE HOW AWFUL I LOOk….HEY I DON’T LOOK BAD OK?…..HAHAHAHAH….HE PREFERS ME WITH NO MAKE-UP ON….JUST NATURAL…….MY FACE DAH SMOOTH….I DIDN’T GO FOR FACIAL…..I JUST TAROK CREAM BANYKA BANYAK AND DIA PON SUKA MY FACE LEMBUT JER…..KLAKAR SEY….HARI INI I DON’T KNOW, WHETHER HE BE FREE KE TAK. SMLM DIA ADA TRAINING AT JURONG …..MESTI PENAT NYER,…..PAGI NIE I THINK HE MASIH NGAH TIDO…TAPI HE USUALLY UP VERY EARLY TO BUILD UP HIS MUSCLES……I DON’T HOW BIG HE WANT HIS ARMS TO BE…..AWWWW….ANYWAY…HE LOOK HANDSOME TO ME ………

attempted suicide at 10:06 am