Thursday, August 31, 2006
Doaku agar kau kan selalu bahagiaAgar kau temui insan tulus menyayangimuLepaskanlah diriku kerna keredhaanmuBukan kerna dendam jua bukan kerna kau terpaksa
Ku tinggalkan memori bersamamuKu undur diri bersama harapanTidak kesampaian cinta kitaKu bawa harapan ku pendam rahsiaKu di kejauhan mendoakanAgar kau bahagia tiada lagi dukaDaku rela mengundur diriKu pasti dikau kan fahami…Tiada penyesalan kasihku korbankanAndai telah tertulis ku terima ini bukannya ku pintaPergilah dikau diiringi keikhlasanku,Cuma pengalaman mengisi kekosongan mimpiku
attempted suicide at 2:26 pm
Monday, August 28, 2006
Haizz….apa lah orang orang nie……takder keje lain per nak bising bising, mY mom dah bising, asal asyik keluar aje, abih I go jumpa matair pe…bukan nye gi mane…..hahaha….smlm I go watch Snake on A Plane with my darling, ngeri sey tengok banyak banyak ular, tapi ok lah cerita dia….quite interesting…jugak….my darling looked smart last night, he wore the shirt I bought for him, should have bought one for my self, so we can wear it together when we go out, so unite gitu, hahaha…today I guess its going to be busy day for my darling, ye lah, second boss katakan……..the projects, or rather the deal which they make with the other party is going on smoothly, and they will be making money soon, then he be able to enjoy life….as for me, I will keep on working in this office, until one day when I feel that I’ve enough of this shit I’m doing, in the meanwhile, I tengah dengar lagu, sambil buat keje ringan sikit kat office nie…..time moves very slowly this morning,…..so mendak…and so boring…..boring…maybe I update later again in the evening.
attempted suicide at 11:09 am
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Hari nie so boring, takder keje nak buat, so long I haven’t subscribe to Anakmelayu,
Sticky notes punye lah berlambak, tak leh baca cause I takder duit nak subscribe, bingit
Why must they be expensive,takleh ke free…hahahaha…..mane leh free…bankrupt company tuu.
Rasa macam malam nie nak gi rounding ahh….boring sey kat umah, mungkin nanti ajak my adik lah..kita gi jalan jalan ahh mane mana, setakat nak waste minyak kete bapak I….tu pon lom tau dia kluar ke tak malam nie, kalau tak dia kluar boleh lah pinjam kereta dia…… bila lah aku nak beli kereta sendiri pon aku tak tahu….tahun depan kot…..hahahaha……k lah setakat nie aje, kalau ada apa ape mengarut nanti leh citer lagik, k lah chao….
attempted suicide at 5:27 pm
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Semalam National Day, Sungguh Boring
Dan sungguh menyenangkan
MY dear And me
Kita gi Marina to see the Bunga api,
There we jumpa my adik adik semua
Then we had fun, heheheh…
Lepas tengok bunga api,
My dear and me gi city hall, makan BK
Really had fun yesterday
I got home around 11 plus at nite
Thank god when I return,
My parents didn’t make noise out of it…
Cool my self down, then sms my dear to tell him
That I’m home, he told me that he will call me later.
And when later he called, he sounded so tired, and who don’t??
We are all tired of walking through marina city park
And back to the mrt station, No I didn’t drive, and I DON’T SHOW OFF to
People that I have A CAR!!!!…..what forr….i hate people who show things off…hahhaha…just Like someone I know…His Name Is A…One Fucking bastard
Forget him, I don’t really know why I knew him in the first place….like I say, better to lay low, THAN to be a stuck up man…hahahahahah
Who is this person? (stuck Up Man…not my Dear Kevin Of Course, Its someone Else)
Well….i really wish I didn’t know this person in the first place,
One thing I know, this kind of people will never change, never change at all, lets see and watch…..
And today, at werk, while working, I’m waiting for my dear to call me, he is still asleep I guess, so I don’t want to disturb him, he’s going to have his own office soon, with his on space, and be fully employed by his partner Tony, going to make his employment pass too…. Dear told me a good news that the shipment he make with Tony, to Africa, just arrived, so they’ll be making the deal soon, and I hope everthing turns out well….
attempted suicide at 10:37 am