Monday, July 10, 2006
I got nothing to do, but I finish up my unfinished work since last week, my darling already called me just now, before and after his training, but now he’s resting, cause its really tough training with the professional but he got to go through it..And I’m always with him here.... forever, together...having fun all.... hhhmmm...I miss him so much, didn’t get a chance to meet him last weekend cause I asked him not to...yeah...people just need time for themselves, like me, me too needed time for myself only and so is he.... well, we’re missing each other badly now.and now I’m waiting for his call tonite...or maybe later in the evening.... i miss his voice really much. I’m still not ok from my asthma yesterday, and still having this wheezing sound from my lungs......and I think its because of YESTERDAY....at my aunt’s condominium, at the gym.....I run a lot at the track mail... and maybe because of that I’m having asthma attacks.....further more its raining quite heavily....knowing that it rains...I don’t care....my and my cousin went in the swimming pool and the hot tub, and I think that added to the asthma ....oh well.....I don’t care....I just wanna have fun, it was really cold in the pool, and really warm in the hot tub, so we won’t freeze in the coldness. It was a great weekend for me and my family hehe.....later we had meee mamak at my aunt’s place......it was really really fun weekend for the whole family.
attempted suicide at 4:40 pm
