Monday, July 03, 2006
THE DAYS SO FAR..............
The Past few days have been good to me.....I am once again happy........as I met him.........
At first I wasn’t sure of my feelings towards him.......and after a while.....I begin to like him........he’s the one that always say “hey baby” to me........I find him sweet, but serious, long winded but full of wisdom....hhhhmmmmm I don’t know whether if he fits that description.....but I can see that I’m happy again......we shared our dreams together and we will continue to help each other succeed in life......I think Love is in the Air Again......He always makes me happy.....although I find it hard to understand his accent....but I’m beginning to learn, I taught him some of my language too....but as long I understand him
And he understands me.....it be alright.....sure.....we find it hard to communicate but its getting better and better........And My Mom, Knows that I’M going out with him, but she didn’t say a word.....although he is from different religion and race and even different country, I don’t care....as long as he loves me more than I love him...I be Happy.........And I think I found my Man......and will go through thick and thin together.............Forever......and yesterday he called me after his game....he sounded so tired....and he told me....he fell....during his game....and wounded his knee...and shoulder.........but he assure me that...its common to be falling all the time during his rough games.....and he will be alright, he didn’t want me to worry too much for him.........and next week or so....he’ll be very busy....training for the SEA Games.....pity him...but its his job....playing for the National Basketball Team.....And I am Proud of Him......I still remember his words.....he said......”hOnEY, One Day....I’ll Make you proud Of Me”........which I am now........Proud Of him.....standing together with him..............
Sunday 2 July 2006............
Well, my family and I woke up early coz it Sunday ........and we should be out............hehehe........well first thing, we go to one place.....I mean someone place.....to collect something from some irresponsible people......hhhhmmmm why I called her that, because we paid her money plain piece of clothes to get her to make us some Malay dress.......after months past still no news of the Malay Baju Kurong......she is so irresponsible........isskkh!!!!! I don’t like this kind of people...........enough of her....after collecting it......then we go to PA..........Not Police academy ahhh.....But Heheh Pusara Abadi.......yeappp.....the Malay cemetery .............visit both my grandparents grave.....and lastly my own elder sisters’ grave.......pay her respect.......clean up her tomb....and say some prayers...........only after then we go to my aunt place, because my cousin, my aunt’s son, had promised us that he will treat us durians.....hhhhmmmmmm yummy...........so yummy..........I ate a little....cos I’m already full....since morning.....hahaha.........really......but the durians sure looked delicious........hhhhhmmmmm ..........like it....love it.......heheheheh...........we did enjoy the day......and have fun the way we want it tooo.............oohh yeaaahhhh............
Saturday..1st July 2006
A day where I took my dear darling for a ride...in search for his shoe......wow......we went to Queenstown Shopping Centre, the main aim is to search for A Nike Lebraun basketball shoes which my dear like very much and u know.....with him that tall....sure its kind of hard to find his shoes...he really got big feet....a size fourteen...which normally only have 13 here in Singapore...ohh dearr....so pity..But we still have to find it ......I started to call him darling cause he’s gonna be my darling.......he’s a very very tall guy......around 1.98 cm tall........wow......he’s so handsome.....well what can I say abt basketball players....they are always tall.............and good looking......but he always complaint that he’s too thin....and need to put on some weight.....as he wish.....but I like the way he is now....and now we have a mission....and the mission is for me to lose some weight and for him to put on some weight......and we’re gonna make it happen.......sometime its better to have who care about the future together ..and not like those who already had some one but never do anything to make the other party happy at all....but I’m sure....Kevin is not that type of guy.......he care about me more...and I care abt him too........
attempted suicide at 11:52 am
